Today is one of those textbook depression days:
- Feelings of Sadness (check) – constant since i woke up, no smile today.
- Irritability (check) – fought with partner about dumb things
- Loss of pleasure in normal activities (check) – what are ‘normal activities?’
- Reduced sex drive (check) – didn’t even want to look at porn 😉
- Excessive sleeping (check) – slept til 2pm, wanted to nap all afternoon
- Insane food cravings (check) – starving, no food in the house
- Decreased concentration (check) – not wanting to do anything more than 5 minutes.
- Feelings of worthlessness (check) – feeling horrible about career, money, relationship
- Horrible self esteem (check) – wrapped in a towel not even wanting the bare wall to see my ugly self.
- Crying spells (check) – ugh.
- Thoughts of death (check) – nothing too drastic so no worries there.
In short -#FML. I’m ready for tomorrow to show its face already. Today I woke up at 2pm, got out of bed to let the dog pee, got back into bed, got up to take a bath, got back into bed, took another bath, got back into bed… wrote this post. #StoryofMyDayOff